Divine Timing And The Awakening Process: Integration- Shift in Consciousness and Co-creation - Part

As you move through layers upon layers of your own conditioning, blocks, limiting beliefs about yourself and Reality, what is possible, what is True, as - more and more successfully and easily you emotionally, physically and spiritually disentangle from old sticky issues, anchor and integrate ever increasing amounts of light – the whole experience becomes much more enjoyable and fun.

And by enjoyable and fun I mean: blissful, incredibly fulfilling, wonder-filled, eminently awesome and... nothing, nothing in the whole wide multi-verse could drag you away from it.

Divine Timing is NOT linear, it is cyclical like the seasonal transitions of Gaia, like the ebb and flow of the tide, like the waxing and waning of the Moon. I’ve attempted here to create clear-cut stages to give a better understanding of the main shifts in Awakening, but it really is all connected and intricately woven in a magnificent tapestry of Life and Evolution. In the midst of the worst pangs of expansion you still feel bliss and wonder and, by the same token, when you feel you’ve attained a perfect climax of mastery, it will become the next realization you wake up out of as Matt Kahn so aptly puts it. It is infinite and ever revolving. And, of course, this is all influenced by planetary alignments, waves of awakening and Cosmic triggers - but this is a whole other subject for another day.

Divine Timing is you Higher Self’s timing, it is the most organic evolution there is or could ever be. It is you coming to terms with your sheer magnitude; your magnificent, powerful and enchanting multi-dimensional Self until you fully realize that you are Source itself expressed in form, incarnated at this momentous time to guard Gaia and guide Humanity to freedom.

As your intentions clear, your Ego integrates and heals, your vision expands and you start co-creating higher/primary timelines, abundance, health, harmony and freedom for yourself and others – in perfect Divine Timing.

Do you manifest? Yes of course you do, you are manifesting all the time whether you are consciously aware of it or not. However, when you become clearer and clearer about your old conditioning, when you start tasting what real freedom feels like - which is basically a growing and liberating removal from emotional attachments and a detachment from rigidity, specific outcomes and the influence of outer conditions – your manifesting powers start working for you and for the well-being of All, instead of against you.

You become the observer – it doesn’t mean that you become a cold being who is not impacted by anything or just doesn’t care. Quite the opposite, you care at a deeper level than ever before, but you don’t take things personally anymore and, as you detach from 3D conditioning and its downright slavery to determinism, materialism and so-called realism, very few things can continue to trigger you.

This happens in waves – when I first started writing this article a couple of months ago – I was in a much more expanded, peacefully open and solid space. Not long after I started writing this, I went through one of the worst and ultimate ‘mini dark nights of the soul’ of my whole awakening process. That is due to the fact that as you peel all these successive layers and get initiated to so many awesome abilities (I’ll talk about them more in depth in another entry), you are able to access the deepest parts of your shadow self or, in other words, the most repressed, densest, most pain-filled aspects of yourself that were buried so far down that it takes a certain amount of time to reach them.

And so, lately, I’ve reached one big hell-hole, having to do with abandonment and self-worth issues, which was still lurking around in my field and which took me for quite the ride. I’m just now starting to come to terms with it and integrate the powerful and harsh experiences that came along with it. I am now able to completely release it and be grateful for its lessons. Still feeling a bit cranky and raw at times to be honest, but hey I’m still here, aren’t I? Whenever this happens you come out the other side healed and that much more powerful.

It’s important to note that seeking for clearings left, right and center will NOT serve your best interest. Instead, trust your guidance: clearing, releasing will find you anyway, no need to go looking for trouble. When you trust the process, healing will happen in Divine Timing and you will reap so many more benefits. It doesn’t mean that it will be convenient or even comfortable, it rarely if ever is, but the Awakening process is very specifically designed for each of us in perfect Divine Timing… Believe me it is better to go along with it than to try to force things: it’s difficult and sensitive enough as it is!

Just know as you are swept up into this never-ending upward spiral of awakening that you are loved beyond measure, accompanied and supported every step of the way and that an incredible and ever-increasing amount of light, wonder, miracles and absolute bliss awaits the magnificent New YOU on the other side of every challenging stage.

And please… when a new realization/epiphany comes in, do not question it! Don’t beat yourself up about the fact that you should've/could've known it. Just welcome it as great news coming to renew your consciousness and proceed from there. And trust, trust that you could not have heard this as clearly as you are hearing it right now.

Ok that’s all I have for now. I realize I’ve written all this in a jumble and I will try to talk more in detail about specific subjects in the upcoming entries.

Till then, I send you all the love, joy and gratitude now growing into the flame of my ever-grateful heart.